Lost direction

I'm lost right now
I dont know where my direction on
Where are you?
I'm afraid
My tears starting to drop
Where are you
If you think is my wrong, then it is now
I give up on everything but not you
I really scare that you leave me again
Sorry I couldnt control my temper
I cant stand for seeing you chatting to the others
Same as you
You will jealous on me cause I chat to the others , so do I
I know is a unfair for you
I'm trying my best for all these
My reaction just came from you
You never tell me before you hated those message
Why dont you tell me earlier but until now?
Things get worst
Both of us really have too many dissatisfied
I just wish you could tell out

IF the girl now wasnt me but is "She"
You will give her more and more chance
Am I correct?
Sorry I couldnt stop think about how much you love her
I really mind bout that now
Your reaction again
Makes me confuse
If we could
I wish for  Start again on everything