what happen to me?

I feel like I have been change to another XXX
I felt Im like her past
I cant stand strong in front of him
What happen to me?
Why am I such a LOSER?
Can you tell me what to do?
I need your hand to raise me up
I cant stand by my own
Why am I so emotion these few months?

Why am I so care about your past?
Because I deeply in love with you
Do you know that?

Actually Im a easy smiling and touch person
Thats not hard to knowing me
Even that just a small thing I can be happy for long time
But your reaction makes me feel you arent care about me anymore

Sometimes i share those notes or video in Facebook
Some is what my heart is thinkng about
But you didnt realise to know it
Haiz

I wanted to change my temper
But how
Can you teach me?
Im suffering all the time
I need you PRECIOUS
Dont leave me
PLEASE