What happen now?

Whats the problem now?
Confusing .
Did I do something wrong?
Why cant u just tell me what happen and let me happier?
Why must I worried all the time?
I believe it on you.
I believe it in love.
But what today happens it made me dont believe it anything anymore.
Why you wanted to stay away from me?
If I do something wrong, please just tell me.
I dont want like few years ago.
Even I didnt or I dont know what I do wrong and you left me.
I choose to love you.
I choose to believe you really loves me.
Cause I love you no matter whats happen.
I just want you to be honest with me.
tell me whats your feel.
Or what Im wrong in.
So I could change if its my wrong.
But why, why you dont tell me.
Everything I could solve for you, i will do it no matter what it cause.
Its been 6 hours you didnt find me.
What should i do now?
Wait for you to find me ?
Or I find you ?
What should I do now?
Just hope Im beside you.
In this world, I could trust no one but you.
But ..
Everything just fake.
Even thought you said you wont leave me, I think..
I will be scare from now til forever.
Cry could solve anything.
Suffering just only me.
Sorry.
If all this had over, I will treat you better..
Wont let you get suffer anymre..
I promise.
Just only for you.
These are my words for you.

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