you just looks like your mother.
chick.
but you wont lucky forever.
so wat if her face gave me slap until red?
your heart pain?
slap back me if you dare. bitch
see wat would i do.
i wont stay in this house anymore.
you will regret want you done by now.
i wont give you a chance for finding me forever.
even internet or in life.
i want you to regret for caring her over much.
i wont give you happy.
even tought you were smiling.
i wont give you the chance to smile forever.
i want both of you regret.
you know i hate her.
what ever.
what a stupid me , thinking for obey both of you when i am big.
but now, i wont think about that stupid things anymore.
or people says me is a bad daughter.
so what ?
they make me to do that.
dont try to blame on me.
share your happyness to your beloved janelle.
im just a outsider.
non of my business.
dont blame me for being so awful daughter.
thats what you taught me.
i dont need your care.
i wont smile in front of you.
i wont give see my happy.
now my happy life just my boubui dear and me.
no others.
or might be my beloved friends.
BFF > Priscilla
> YeeMan
> Mokmo
> Joey Lim
> Samantha
> KerryFoo
> LeeXin
> BaoHui
> JiaYi
> YeeYi
> PuiEe
> Wx
> June
these people only could make me laught and see my happy.
i dont know what is family.
cause i cant get any love or supporting from them.
my heart has been broken from the family.
my heart has no "family".
i dont know what is important anymore except for my friends and my one and only beloved.
in my world, only got friends and my beloved.
that is nothing inportant than them.
broken family heart.
i doesnt feel moody.
but im feeling angry.
maybe it become my habit to hate this family.
that what they gives me.
even my friends are more sopprtive than this family.
even tought my brother's camera.
the price was "WOW".
3k if i didnt remember wrong.
but my phone just less than 1k.
they also dont want to buy for me.
always the biggest the best life they gets.
im not.
im more clever than my brother.
even i get 1A or above for my PMR result.
i dont think they will giving me a present or what.
im jealous about my friends.
thier present told them they give them gifts if they score As.
unucky for me.
my parents didnt say that.
just act as nothing.
like, so what ?
not their result.
yeah , what ever.
hopeless for this family.
i dont want hope for any present from now.
im hope for they letting me go to U.K with my dear.
cause i dont want stay at here.
suffer for me.
anything change at here it wouldnt be my problem.
haix.
i had dissapointed for everything about them.
haix.
nothing to say anymore.
bye now.
No comments:
Post a Comment